Adios ...ma love...

Relationships are complicated. Human beings perhaps are the only species who defy logic completely. Mutiny against reason being the hallmark of our character.

Are we good? Are we bad? Does evil afflict us and do we like saints? Do we really love? When don't we hate? Whom do we accept?

Questions all of which are now all so insipid... for you are going away. Conversations which were so intense.. issues so real...even if they were materializing in some other corner of the globe.. we lived it here..at home..staying up nights..

Believing ourselves to be intellectuals... and knowing ourselves to be idiots..the madness personified in our pointless jokes..The passion for laughing at absurdities and crying over eventualities..

In essence.. I will miss you forever....miss every glass of wine cheered..(and the bottles which we broke)...the strawberry milk-shake from McDs...Choclate mousse with excess whipped cream...garlic breads wid cheese...and the fried fishes...Miss being the only two staying up while the rest dozed...seeing some pointless flick...Miss being so-called practical bitches...miss bitching....miss your bony fingers...Miss you...love u...

What brought us together..I cannot recall...It was a dance throughout...live music coursing through our mind alike..we rose and fell...fell really hard....hurt ourselves bad...crashed crazy....and rose yet again....

Indefinite pardons which you have bestowed upon my brute behavior only fortified my resolve to be more animalistic...to abstain pretence and plasticity..both of which has been my abhorrence since I know not when...

Your acceptance kept me going..Girl...I owe you my true self...

Giving up your home...you name...your friends...for a new home...new name and new friends...for this I salute your strength... and promise you our strength...and efforts whenever needed...if ever needed...The treasure trove of amazing snap-shots (most of which you managed despite my impatience and sheer frustation) will keep us united in the frame atleast.

I hope and pray their shall be more destinations we explore in unison and have more maddening nights and find each other to vent out when almost everything else is fake.

To your babies...be a proud mother...to us...you are a deservingly proud friend..

Love is insufficient to describe..what we feel for you...God bless!!....

P.S. Somethings change....Somethings don't....We will change...our bond won't....

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