pathetic...enclose this words in brackets, raising it to the 10,oooth power...further enclose this in another bracket n raise that to the nth power....
not sure even if dis quantifies my frustration.......m just too unsure about my coming days....each day i wait for the next....hoping for something to happen...now what that something is...thats yet another uncertainty....
i have my 8th semester exams in 3 days now....n i havnt flipped a page yet.....passing or getting a KT seems all so distant....doesnt dawn until the day of the results...n thats when i sulk a little more....
i have spend the last 2 yrs of my college liife...absolutely wasting my dad's penny....whn it comes 2 acads....fun is all that mattered....
that sounds good....but now now...not today...whn i know that i donot want to live my life like a moron cow....i want to have a flamboyant career....i feel like i could have done so much ...i chose to waste it all....
happy realisation....i still hve time...but the point is....to start something new....i have to end what i am into...for one thing i know....i am definitely not going 2 do what i have been trying 2 b able to do 4r d last 4 yrs......
horrible thing is i still have 2 whole years b4r this nightmare ends...n thats a long time...(m in this direct mtech thing which is taxin me 6 yrs).
the more i think the more it weighs on me...n whn i am enforced to gulp all d "knowledge"....which i will probably hate using......i cant help thinking n being more rebellious....
' its no use repenting.. ' is wat i know n what i get all d time...so wish to see the end of this....
stupid exams....here i come......
