Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Solitude

Years of solitude has blurred my heart. I can barely decipher what it asks! Emotions so convoluted... suffocating sanity, it is better i stay this way for eternity.

For revival may bring some unknown destiny... for which i am so not ready, another step into the oblivion shall I believe... show me reason.

It is reason which i so dearly seek, nothing matters now and that makes me weep. Tears console my heart of still being alive.. but how long will it survive?

Being in prison is so plebeian but the realization is not, for each individual is a creature of habit and the habit of pain is again so plebeian

Essence of freedom... fragrance of life... living for a reason.. right to stand upright. Who is it that i should follow? Or should i just tread on my own? Not knowing what my mind needs or heart desires, this lonesome path I so loath.

A companion to walk with, a friend who makes me laugh, I trust my destiny for I know it to be real, I so await your blissful arrival...